I really don’t know where to begin. I feel absolutely lost, in a time where I thought that I would be band the path that I am slowly creating. ounding with confidence, the know-how, and at the very least a plan. I am 24 years old, which is young…but I don’t want to waste any of my short time here on earth doing something that makes me uphappy. I want to experience and try to understand life . Honestly, I am going to consciously try to confidently walk down that path my life is creating. I hope to experience life thoughtfully, passionately, and to let go some of the insecurities and fears that I have with myself, and this world.
I am going to try to document this journey as much as possible. Maybe, at the end of this journey, I will feel full and confident, and know what direction I should be going. However, I would be much more happy if I have gained comfort in not knowing, and being surprised at what life has in store for me…and constantly growing to become whole…or more whole. This journey will be tactile, it will take the use of all of my senses. I will be providing my own ‘therapy’ through cooking and eating, learning how to love, forgive, letting go, breathing, moving, seeing, and hearing.
Wish me luck.